2017

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It’s 2017!
It is at this time of the year many people reflect on the events of the previous year, whilst also looking towards to the future.

As a female, as a British East Asian what does 2017 hold in store? Well, for one thing, a new job that was totally unexpected, but most very welcome. I’m now in rehearsals at The RSC for Snow In Midsummer. What a joy this is and I realise I am so incredibly lucky to be included in this company which is comprised of all British East Asian actors!

But with everything that is going on across the globe and the shift in, not just national, but international politics. Where do I stand?  Where do I place myself in a new Britain that is now seemingly blindly shuffling its way towards, well towards what, we don’t quite know yet, do we? America a…

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Saying goodbye to 2016

It is at this time, most people reflect on the events of the year, whilst also looking towards to the future.

As a female, as a British East Asian what does 2017 hold in store? With everything that has gone on recently across the globe and the shift in not just national and international politics. Where do I stand? Where do I place myself in a new Britain that is now seemingly blindly shuffling its way towards – towards what we don’t quite know do we?

America a country that I have always loved, will this country now allow me to enter it freely?

 Central Europe is in the grip of its own doubt, grappling with the ideal, but having to face some of the grim realities that free unfettered movement can enable.

And Britain, 
“…this scepter’d isle,
This earth of majesty, this seat of Mars,
This other Eden, demi-paradise,
This fortress built by Nature for herself
Against infection and the hand of war,
This happy breed of men, this little world,
This precious stone set in the silver sea,
Which serves it in the office of a wall,
Or as a moat defensive to a house,
Against the envy of less happier lands,
This blessed plot, this earth, this realm, this England.
Richard II, Act 2 (Shakespeare)

Has shown itself to be less than a paradise .and not as blessed a refuge as perhaps was once thought. Brexit has scratched the country’s surface and our collective mindset and what we have uncovered is that the dark, unsavoury and toxic ideals of the extreme right have never really left us. 
Britain is not alone in this “discovery.” 

I feel fearful. Not of being dragged from my bed in the dead of night but I am fearful that the spread of this below the line extreme right consciousness will  inveigle itself once more into our institutions and national structures. I hope that I am just being paranoid and overly anxious.
I am not a politician or an academic. I’m an actor, a writer, filmmaker and when needs be, a bit mouthy about issues that I feel passionate about. 
As a person of colour, as a disenfranchised culturally dislocated and isolated person I am finding it more and more difficult to see how I fit into Britain.
The social and cultural progressions that have been made since the late 50s early 60s when I first landed in this country as Hong Kong Chinese foundling, have been truly remarkable. The diversity and variety that can be seen, heard and experienced in most major cities and towns across the land is the jewel in Britain’s crown.

 So why do I still feel excluded from British society?
Quite simply because I seldom see myself represented in my own culture – British culture.
And as a professional artist, it is rare that I even get the chance to be considered to represent my own ethnicity, let alone see the Britain that I grew up in, recreated on TV, film or in the theatre.

 In April 2013, I did a presentation on the unrealistic artistic mirrors that I was faced with in the media as I grew up during the 60s. It was part of IN CONVERSATION – A Snapshot of Chinese Cinema Today.

More Light 2009

More Light Arcola Theatre 2009


Whilst there have been great strides forwards for British East Asians (though to be fair we lag far behind colleagues from other British minority ethnic groups). 

We still have not been able to break through the entrenched, almost subliminally embedded Victorian perspective of what an East Asian should be. In spite of several high-profile production since 2013 that have had a majority or completely all British East Asians in the cast.

On the small and big screens in the UK, British East Asians are hardly to be seen at all. 
Now when I say British East Asian, what I mean is roles and story lines that don’t cast East Asians as the outsiders, the immigrants, speaking English with a heavy accent. Roles that see East Asians as British. The girls next door, the cabbie, the Doctor or the local shop owner. 

We are far from being there. The casting controversy that The Print Room, a fringe theatre in West London find itself in, is testament to that. We will see on stage, in 2017, a production being done in Yellowface.

So for those that may have stumbled across this blog and be wondering what on earth I’m on about. Why the hell am I complaining about not being included, I should be grateful that I live where I do – yes I am lucky that I live where I do. 
But that’s part of the “problem” isn’t. Here we are in the 21st Century Britain a group of British citizens has been edited out of British society and culture. To the point that we are not even able to participate in the re-telling of our own story (fictional or factual).

We are neither British nor in some cases East Asian. Relegated to cultural servitude. As coat hangers upon which others, many of whom see themselves as the innovators of art; and are by and large the dominant group in society. They dangle and exhibit their artistry, from our history and cultural lineage, exploiting us, but in the same breath deny us access and any hope of participating in our own culture.

Whether it is ridiculous fancy dress costumes,

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or stereotypical TV/Film roles being portrayed by white actors

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Janette Tough as Japanese fashion designer Huki Mukin in the Ab Fab movie

Take a moment and think.

Would you be happy constantly being depicted, in the media and on stage as

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or

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No matter what the drama 

Add to this the representation of these White British stereotypes are only portrayed by Black or Asian actors never, or seldom, a white actor, wouldn’t you begin to question your place in British society?
Never seeing an East Asian as a protagonist in any drama. Even when they do appear they are  portrayed as a white person. White people stripped down to a basic racial and cultural cliché. Not once, twice but every single time you turn on your TV or go to the cinema, rent a DVD, stream a new TV drama, or listen to a radio play 

Wouldn’t you begin to feel ever so slightly irked. Imagine how you might feel after thirty or forty years of this – welcome to our world.

So as 2016 draws to a close (many are willing it to end) I turn my thoughts to face whatever will come in 2017.

I hope that it will be a more diverse, more equal and a more inclusive world


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Wishing you all health, happiness, prosperity and peace